It's been late now and i am alone sitting in front of my computer.
I have so many things in mind, i want this, i want that, i want everything in this world can be...
i have read one news fortnight ago...its about man that live in the simplicity and what i mean simple is really simple... he has lived for few years in a trailer, without money...what he did was only ask for kindness of neighborhood to share some food for him and he said he is happier than ever...
He doesn't have job, he only spend his time doing what he like, when he get bored he will play songs with his guitar and he will make fire camp for fun to pass through the boring time...
He doesn't have to make up early to go for job, he doesn't need to rush with people to get to the train or bus to go for work...and he is happier...
He doesn't have income and he needs to deal with the risks such as lose the social network...
Do you think that life is simple or suffering? i'm not quite sure, i'd like try it out but i'm afraid of doing so...
Do you think living with no money is called as happy?
a lot of proverb say Money isn't everything...Well i guess this applies to the man's life...
Nowadays i'm very bored, with so many unfinished tasks in office which i dont know to solve it...and some people still giving me additional things to think about...
Recently, there are few suicide cases happened in Indonesia, do you think is all caused by money? is because they were pressured with life so they choose to end up this life just like that... for me life is so precious, you have to go as far as you can...we need to hang on in this cruel world and so you can discover anything that the world can offer...
I, personally, love money very much, i don't want to live a life without money...is this where the problem starting?
You will not get enough money...when you have money, you will still keep looking for more...its a human instinct, in being greedy...
i think money can buy me things that can make me happy, because this world is so materialist...nothings free except breathing and farting...even so, you still won't get a clear air for breathing which end up you will get some strange illness and you still need money to get the health back...
I have a list of things i want to do, i hope this list will keep me going on with this life...
i want to be able to play guitar, i want to have a car, camera, i want to travel to all the beautiful beaches, i want to go to highest point in this world, i want to make my parents happy... don't you think this all need money?
I'm moving to a new house with new environment, which i think is healthier...i hope all the new things will get me happier and make me relax...
i hope things will get smooth after this...i hate to be in this situation...maybe it's a trial for me...at least once i pass all this craps, i will feel more relaxed and tension released to the air...
i want to jump, i want to get the feeling when i passed all my subjects...i feel released...
Life is simple, do complicate it...it's true indeed...
Good night....
